Fall in love again...again...and again...

Currently listening to: Lauren Wood - Fallen

even if i want to

it won't be happened

even if i tried to

it won't be happened

no matter how hard i tried

it just can not make it

but...

if i just put my trust in Him

no matter how hard it is

it is possible

and don't know how

it was just happened

and it will be happens

thus why i love being the daughter of HIM

so in love with You, Lord...

Survive ?

Currently listening to: Macy Gray - I Try

Apakah hatiku masih bernyawa?

Karena berulangkali ia meronta.

Tak ingin tenggelam oleh emosi manusia yang mencabik, mencengkeram,

dan menyayat di tiap sudutnya.

Meronta hingga darah penuh sesak di dadaku,

hingga mulutku kelu muntahkan rasa,

hingga lebur ia oleh letih,

hingga akhirnya tak ada lagi,

hingga akhirnya....

k o s o n g?

Me Ire

Currently listening to: the Corrs - the Hardest Day

Siapakah yang paling lucu di dunia ini?

Tuhan, tentu saja.

DIA Maha Lucu dan Maha Pemberi Kejutan.

Padahal aku sering berkata kepadanya,

"Duh Gusti... No more surprises, please..."

Tapi Tuhan adalah Tuhan.

Apa yang aku inginkan, dia berikan.

Lantas saat aku sedang menikmati pemberiannya *seeeettt* seketika Dia ambil lagi.

Just like that! *menghela nafas panjang, mengusap airmata, lalu tertawa*

Andai Tuhan berwujud manusia dan ada di depanku saat ini,

aku akan menghampirinya, menepuk pundakNya dan berkata,

"Ma Man... You really got me this time"

*menyeka darah, lalu tertawa lagi*

How hurts bring hope?

Currently listening to: Cold Play - Trouble

Night without stars. Days without sunshine.

You keep looking for a ray of hope to hold onto, but...

You pick yourself up, dust yourself off and barn!

Another crisis, another disappointment knocks you to the ground, and....

What do you do? Where do you turn?

When you're mired in the sticky swamp of hurts, how do you climb out?

The answer isn't found in batering with God.

The answer isn't found in completing a checklist.

The answer is found in making a choice.

Choosing to concentrate on the hurt, or choosing to have faith in the healer.

To hide in the shadows of hurt, or to walk in the light with the Savior.

What will be your choice, Rose?

Fear VS Faith

Currently listening to: Heritage - Here comes a miracle

The presence of fear does not mean you have no faith.

Fear visit everyone.

But make your fear a visitor not a resident.

Hasn't fear taken enough?

Enough smiles? Chuckles?

Restful nights? Exuberant days?

Rose, Meet your fear with faith!